The holidays are here!
For some, that statement brings on excitement and pleasant anticipation.
For others, sadness, anxiety, and turmoil.
What about you? What emotions doe the holidays bring forth in you?
I have mixed emotions. I enjoy decorating, setting up my “Christmas Village” and hooking up the big Christmas bear in my front yard. I love driving around to find homes and neighborhoods decked out with beautiful lights. I can sit for long periods of time near a house where they set up the music to match the lights.
I always enjoy gift giving. However, I dread the obligation of gift-giving. Giving because “I have to” verses giving because “I want to”. The desire to be a People-Pleaser comes to the surface. It creates anxiety and paralyzes me. The fun and joy fade away.
How about you? Write to yourself with this week’s journal. What do you like/dislike about the holiday season?